I’m very straight. I like women. Also, I’m not asexual. Sometimes I have sexual thoughts; I’m not proud of them, but I do have them. By the way, I forgot to mention that I’m a Christian male in my early 20s.Lots of guys I know around my age are married including my brother. Almost all of them if not married have a steady girlfriend. I don’t ever really want to get married or have a romantic relationship. I’ve never been in a relationship before if you can’t tell.There have been some girls that I’ve thought were cute but I guess you could say I’m on the shy side. It’s easier just to have some fun little crush like thoughts about them and never tell them; then the crush goes away eventually.Marriage seems like a recipe for disaster to me. It seems like my marriage would almost certainly end in divorce which in know is not ok. Also, personally, I don’t think I could stand being so close and intimate with another person. Yeah I have sexual thoughts but I also find sex sort of disgusting when I really think about it. And I’m sure that I’d be annoyed at little things that come with living with somebody. I do like kids but I’d be afraid that I’d mess up kids of my own and have them grow up to be a serial killer or something.Why am I posting here? Well I’m not exactly sure. I guess that I sort of wonder why I can’t overlook all of my reservations and try out a relationship like almost everybody else seems to. Why is it not a priority for me? It also seems pretty scary that there’s a chance I could live to like 80 years old and be all alone for many years. If some of you would be kind enough to give me some Christian view advice on all this, that would be great! Thanks a bunch and may God bless you. via /r/Christianity https://ift.tt/2qNQB2x
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